NEW BLOG!!

Relink, yeah?

http://baka-tora.blogspot.com

BRACE OFF!

Ehehe. Realised I haven't updated in ages. Not a consistent blogger like Charlene. Haha. Anyways!! I can take off my braces tomorrow!! Been wearing it for so long, I've forgotten how I look like without braces on. & I can finally eat noodles properly without it getting stuck in the dumb braces. Yay~ whooooots!!

PISSED. OFF.

OK... My previous post didn't come out the way I intended it to. Sounds too emo and as if I hated my CCA. D: I don't. I like my CCA A LOT. THE PEOPLE THERE ARE FREAKING HILARIOUS! Besides, people from guides probably know how committed I am to a CCA. :)
Still sick-ish today, so pon PE. Very pissed at the fucking dumbass who tore the noticeboard. I am so totally serious about the note. I would KILL that dumbass. I spent days on the noticeboard and that jerk just walks along and rip it. NOTE: I AM GOING TO GET YOU. JUST YOU WAIT.
I still haven't recovered my appetite. I eat one meal a day and the smell of food makes me freaking nauseous. There's something seriously wrong with me. I feel like vomiting all the time and I can't eat. I'm getting really freaked out about this.

STRESSSTRESS

Music: Amrita from Tsubasa Chronicle Movie

Sigh. Very stress these few days. There are four tests this week and I screwed up my GP test today. Sigh. Missed break to help Jared and missed lunch to chiong out the stuff by 1pm, which I didn't succeed. What do you expect. I'm only human, there's a limit to how much I can do... Went home, took a nap and woke up with a throbbing headache, those kinds where you sit up and you throw up. Very tired. I think I haven't been eating much this few days.. Only one meal a day.. Sigh. I feel very tired. Am I damaging my own health this way? Am I doing more than I can handle? I can't help it. I can't reject people when they ask for help. I think that's the major problem with me. I think that help should be given to those that ask for it. So I always try my best to help others. But now, it seems like I'm doing more than I can handle. I'm neglecting my schoolwork, my sleep and my meals. Am I going overboard with this helping thing? it seems to be at the expense of my health. I seriously don't know what to do. I don't think it is possible for me to turn them down. Maybe people should stop asking for help. Then I wouldn't be worrying so much now.

STRESS =__=

Music: Honoo no Tobira from Gundam Seed Destiny

>_<> Too many things to do, too little time -> Lack of sleep-> Headaches & Giddiness-> Makes me want to puke-> Loss of appetite-> Makes me feel like crap. Its such a vicious cycle!!! The last time I felt this way was during chem prelims, I stayed up till 4am to mug, slept for 2 hours and puked my guts out during the exam. Miraculously, I PASSED! WOW. Now my friends came up with a silly reason on why I felt like that. Rumour, people. R-U-M-O-U-R!! Please don't misunderstand... I'm not that kind of girl...

And also, I've deleted the story blog... I really don't have the time and energy to sustain it... Sigh. Busy, busy, busy.

RANDOM LYRICS

Music: Akai Namida from Shakugan no Shana movie

Haha. Addicted to this song lately because the lyrics are just so BEAUTIFUL!!!
Here's the english translation to the song.

A city dyed by the sunset sky and your face from the side-
What are you thinking about, what are you looking at, what are you feeling?

For instance, if we can’t see our future ahead
Then I’ll grip your hand and we’ll run endlessly

Recover your smile and dreams and love and joys
It’s not too late even now
Because no one will blame you
For the physical things, that only those are the everything here

The time of dusk hurries by, making my heart forget
Like how I cut up a busy flow and turned it into a photo

You told me that you love this place and red tears fell down your cheeks
I had a feeling that we wouldn’t ever be able to meet again

Your tears, lies, sadness, and regrets, everything is a proof of that I was here with you
I vow in my chest
That our parting is the beginning of a memory that only the two of us know
Someday, we’ll meet again…

As it is, the whispering voice grows afar
And your shadow is swallowed by the setting sun
Tell me that I didn’t spend any time in vain…

Recall your smile, dreams, love, and joys
And they’ll echo eternally
Because we can’t believe
That the physical things, that only those are the everything here

MY STORY BLOG

Okay... I've started to write love stories like Yusi on my story blog(the link is on my blog)... I'll like to emphasise that it is FICTIONAL!! Some people just can't get that into their thick skulls.

Anyways, I don't know how Yusi does it. She writes such long stories, I can't, it's too hard. I guess that's what it means to be inexperienced in romance and etc. Its tough even to write one paragraph. Ugh. Maybe I should go back to writing my morbid stories about how people kill their parents and chuck them off the rooftop. I seem to be better at writing such stories.